Descent

exams are nothing but a PHASE
just something to get you to the next education stage
they thwart and throw you around so much,
you keep forgetting who you are.

surrounded by a thick cloud of tension from the assurgence of eons,
you suddenly discover the relievers of stress from beyond.
puff by puff, you believe you are losing your MIND.
you cant avoid it, you know the only way is to have MORE.

more is what everyone seeks,
but was it the more the merrier?
or everything has its LIMITS?

the blue wizards are on you trail,
and yes indeed, you move like a fucking snail.

locked up is what you are now.
even as i write these words,
you start to feel the black hole sucking, you into abyss.
but hey, you're in prison,
what are you gonna miss?
still longing for that final kiss?

a kiss so fake that makes you feel so bleak.
why are you doing this, being so weak?
is it not your time?
are you not ready to pay your dues?
well here it is, its all up to you.

you keep screaming in you mind, the TRUTH,
when actually, what you said to the counsel has just no PROOF.
so tell me, whats your next move?
are you gonna die through that zinc roof?

but wait, you're still puffing, so this really is a spoof.
you pant and you pant, all you see are red and blue lights flashing from afar.
but guess what?
you're already in their car.


fuck lah.
i just have to put pride in this.