Descent

i thought i'd never live to see this day.
the day you went off.

i have two rooms for myself now.
but i won't worry much,
cause you're gonna be back in a month.

you see, the thing is, my brother went off to australia.
for some ns thing.
and i thought that i would feel much better.

you know, not having to share the toilet anymore, not having to hear his bad guitar skills from next door.
and a bunch of other selfish stuff.

but the truth is,i kind of miss him in an unexplainable brotherly way.
he was getting nicer by the number of days he was at camp.
so now i guess i do miss his presence.

anyhow,

i believe that if i knew all this was going to happen,
i would'nt have tried to come back to you.
again, you show me why i might be better off without you.
but i keep telling myself that all the rubbish in between would be over soon enough.

bottom line is,
im having girl trouble.