Descent

after a few days straight spending most of my time out of the house,
it really kills me to spend a whole day at home.

especially when you know someone's moving to jurong in the coming future.

im not saying anything ah,

and im definitely not saying the world revolves around me.
if you think i am,
then let me be the one to feed you and your mum some camel shit.


fuck lah.
this is all just getting to me.

i find it hard to do things on my own nowadays.
when actually ive doing that for the past few months since april on weekdays.


now that ive fucked up my trust with my dad,
things feel even worst.


see, even the fucking bowling buddy doesnt want to load.

fuck lah all this.

just fuck lah.
fucking cheebye.
it just takes one sunday cooped up at home to make me feel like this.
maybe some winstons will cheer me up.







(i'll probably get over this in a few days time)