Descent

wan's blog is merepek sia.


"a bulky man is a confident man"
what the fuck?


in other news,


im feeling really like purpose-less right now.

i feel like i should be going to regular school.
but no.

the lack of intelligence has helped me alot.
litle joy is making me feel a bit downer ah.
but they're soo good.
so, a huge up to fabrizio, binki and... shit i forgot the other one's name.
oh well.

so ive had a really funny 3 weeks.
funny as in a twisted alternative like shit kind of week.


lemme just list the few things that happened ah.(not in order)

1. i went for that super great holiday in europe.
2. met some really awesome girls there in geneve
3. had probably the hugest bust-up with my dad(purely my fault)
4. had my first hari raya haji w/o my dad and had to go home myself from mosque
5. missing sylvia ho jia en
6. a deep hole in my leg
7. waking up at 3plus for the past 3 days
8. discovering little joy

all in all, i still think that im keeping too many things in me.
and when the time arises, i have nothing to say to my friends.

so what now?

wait for ns ah.
duh.